dum dum da dum

I'm getting married January 28th. I'm nervous and scared and happy and sad and energetic and exhausted. Never knew i could be all that at once. My family thinks that I'm being a bridezilla(Term used for a bitchy, anal retentive bride who has to have everything her way)....what they don't realize is whatever they are saying I'm going along with because THEY are the wannabe bridzilla's. It would just be so much more drama if I stated my opinions. So I don't. Sometimes I think they forget it's not just my wedding it's Matt's to. Ahh the hearts in the right place...i think.